tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-284486702012-02-12T10:42:43.502-08:00Living a life with a view...Robinnoreply@blogger.comBlogger2441100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-64814577606335214212009-02-13T18:15:00.000-08:002009-02-13T21:33:22.446-08:00

Friday 5 for February 13: Seven Days1. This past week, were you more predator or prey?I would have to say prey for the most part. I felt like I had the big ass target on my back that says SPEW your stress upon me. 2. Which Beatles song title could best be the title of your week? "All Things Must Pass"3. “Roses are red / Violets are blue / ___________ / __________.” How would you complete

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I know it has been over a month since I have posted. I have been in my head more than normal. Too much stress and not wanting to express it online. Personally I can only handle a certain amount of bitching/moaning/whining before I want to reach out and smack the shit out of someone. So I most certainly don't want to be that person who does it online over and over. More to come later.

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Abe and I have continued our daily walks, hitting the beach when the low tide is at a decent hour, ie anytime other than 8am or after 4pm (I need light or I would kill myself on a log). It has been really cold for Washington. We currently are experiencing the longest cold stretch we have seen in over 20 years. It is beautiful at the beach this time of year but COLD, particularly when the wind is

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1. Do you consider sexy underthings a present for you or your partner?I consider lingerie a gift for the other person although ultimately it does end up to be a gift for me when I see the response to it. So it is a win/win situation!2. What are 3 characteristics of "your type"? Have you best relationship(s) been with your type or when you have gone against it?I think the slender to lean athletic

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-87209594852881633512008-12-03T08:21:00.000-08:002008-12-03T08:23:22.100-08:00

See more Jack Black videos at Funny or Die

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As usual, I am hooked on a new tune. Not a bad day today considering the stress level. Did the shopping. Did the week prep. Managed to take advantage of the holiday coupon savings which hey, if you gotta be one of the rude capitalists, this is the time to do it. Refuse to do the black friday bit but online - oh yes. Sounds like devil child shall manage to get a deferred prosecution on her

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-60792234683850361702008-11-19T18:36:00.000-08:002008-11-19T21:08:47.694-08:00

Today is my 16th wedding anniversary. It kind of boggles our minds that we have been together for 18 years. It honestly doesn't feel like it has been that long and yet it seems like we have been together for a very long time. We came together with such an intensity and fierceness that fateful weekend in Vancouver. It was somewhat frightening when we figured out that there was no way to turn

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-30228552399432417952008-11-13T17:46:00.000-08:002008-11-13T18:05:40.444-08:00

I adore Herbie Hancock. So much talent and he has collaborated with some of my favorites. I have watched Herbie Hancock: Possibilities probably ten times minimum (and at least once on mute w/caption which is devotion!). The first time I came across Raul Midon was on this special and he was AMAZING. Tell me he isn't:The thing is that there isn't one musician that is in this special that

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-76612363784126963732008-11-07T15:23:00.000-08:002008-11-07T18:21:01.251-08:00

Yesterday was a "social" day for me. I use quotes because although I am quite social on a daily basis online, I don't really have a lot of person to person contact on a regular basis. My interactions consists of the sparse morning (and evening) conversations with D, and basically anybody else Abe and I encounter along our daily walks. Once a month I have to go into the city to get my research

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You whisper in my ear, "You are my three holed slut". And yet we both know that I am more than that. I not only want all of my holes stuffed and well abused, but I also demand much more. I want your two holes completely which I love to remind you regularly that they are mine. I desire all of "my"holes stretched and pushed to their limits until each one shudders with orgasms. I whisper in

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Leviticus: Faggot"The Sloganeer: Paradise"

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This rocks and well let's face it - we need CHANGE!!

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Last week I went into the city to meet a new acquaintance. C came across me on a pegging thread on an adult forum, messaging me to see if we could chat. Normally I don't chat away from the forum's private messaging because let's face it, giving out one's instant chat information can lead to unwanted stalking. Usually when approached by men on the forum, most are just interested in trying to

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-40011411872644760212008-10-12T17:26:00.000-07:002008-10-12T19:02:13.687-07:00

Rachel Yamagata moment - nothing like surfing for more music. I blame the tattoo artists last night. Spent several hours getting ink and listening to someone else's music. Fell in love with The Mars Volta (which is the opposite edge of the spectrum of Rachel but hey, wtf!). All about the words eh? My new sleeve looks like a talented artistic kid got a hold of a black sharpie(will post pics

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I am with them - a move to Vancouver may be in order if she gets VP. Of course somehow I would have to accept the strip search to get across the border but it would be worth it!

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-87810703466918640462008-10-03T20:07:00.000-07:002008-10-03T20:29:43.654-07:00

I have been remiss in writing but it just seems every time I think about it, I am never at my laptop! I have come up with some great blogs while walking along the beach this summer. By the time I get home from my walk, I am sidetracked with paperwork, answering questions with my teams on the diet forum or just life in general interferes. It has been a great summer for the most part. We have

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Not my style of music but hey he is easy on the ears (he does have a great voice) and well I am jonesing for Torchwood right now.

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TMI Tuesday #1511. Describe the perfect date for YOURSELF... what you would enjoy most.A perfect date would be at least an overnight (preferably a weekend) away at a cabin/house on the beach. To spend the time walking the beach, eating gourmet snacks and meals, good conversation, and making love throughout the day/evening. 2. Do you lean more toward being submissive or dominant?I am pretty

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I see you look down at me as you slide your cock rhythmically in me. Suddenly I feel the sting on my face. You reach out and slap me again, gauging my reaction. Smiling you slap me twice quickly feeling my body respond as it always does to pain. The wetness puddles beneath us. You grab the flogger and lay it across my throat. Gradually pinning each side slowly cutting off my air supply, you

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-73549827334000282422008-08-23T07:37:00.001-07:002008-08-23T08:40:12.428-07:00

My husband has pointed out to me that clearly a squirrel is one of my power animals in life. My freezer and current frenzy concurs with his assessment. I have been gathering, storing, and freezing all my favorites for the impending winter months. I don't have a big freezer but I do have two refrigerators. I use the one downstairs to hold stuff that I rotate upstairs. Eating as much of veggies

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TMI Tuesday #147 - "Out" Magazine Edition1. What is your favorite song to have sex to?I don't have a single favorite song anymore but lately it would be Handsome Boy Modeling School with Cat Power doing I've Been Thinking. 2. What is your vision of hell?Being stuck driving (ie crawling) on I-5 going into the city during rush hour with no music to distract me.3. In the film made of your life, who

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I love it when I stumble across a new you tube and particularly a cover of a song I grew up with. My dad had bought 5 cassettes and a standard cassette deck off of some "kids" to help them out (ie undoubtedly to buy themselves drugs - hey it was the 60's). I was suddenly introduced to Cream, Terry Reid, Credence Clearwater Revival, The Who, and The Doors. One of the cassettes was The Doors.

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I love seeing the look of anticipation in your eyes when you see my cock. The hungriness takes my breath away as you lay there, presenting yourself - mouth eagerly open and waiting. I hold my cock as I slide it between your lips, hesitant to give it all to you. And yet I know you want it all. You want to show me what a good cocksucker you are. I look down to see your tight ass covered in

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TMI Tuesday #142 - Deadly Sins Edition1. LUST: Besides your current Significant Other who do you lust for or have you lusted for?In the past Courtney - god that girl drove me nuts. Fairly sure she enjoyed tormenting me to boot. It took years for that one to come to an end but it did. These days I just lust after random cute boys and girls who would look good naked in my bed.2. GLUTTONY: What

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My girlfriend and I went to see George Michael at Key Arena Wednesday night. I hopped onto the ferry to meet Betz who was waiting for me at T.S. McHugh's for drinks and some dinner before the show. This was my first time at this Irish pub. Betz and I have checked out various ones around the city and this happened to be a couple blocks from the Key Arena so it worked out well (parking once AND

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I am so struggling to post for a multitude of reasons. One of the biggest is the death of my laptop. I have a new laptop ordered and shipped so it should be here between Wednesday and Friday - wohooo! I never realized how much I needed and depended on it for a multitude of reasons. It allows me to sit in privacy and write which I really really need. It also allows me to lounge in bed in the

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It is so hard to post when I am in a conflicted mode which totally describes my current state of affairs. I love June since so much is going on. It is Pride month and all the activities kick in. It is the kickoff to the summer which hey if the weather cooperates with my schedule, then great. Technically the weather is SUPPOSE to be nice but Seattle is dragging it's mildewed ass on this one.

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Life has been busy and the days have been flying by. It seems like all I have been doing is working with my diet groups on Sparks, exercising, walking Abe at least twice a day, and dealing with the ongoing saga of my daughter. My time I put into the SparkPeople site has been satisfying although very time consuming. I lead four teams with two of the teams being South Beach Diet focused.

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I have been jonesing for a dog now for quite awhile. My 2 pits moved out when my son did and I am kinda lost without a dog. We started looking awhile ago and knew of a couple breeds we were interested in but just hadn't found anything at this point. Well welcome Abe to the family! This is Abe watching me work at the desktop. I picked him up yesterday and this soon to be 3 year old Weimaraner

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So time for an update because you got it - my daughter's drinking on Mother's Day didn't phase her evidently. My son informed me that N drank Friday, Saturday and Sunday - ie drunk, belligerent and fighting which was her norm. She use to get into fights with people at bars - had some woman give her a black eye one day. Well he called me Sunday early evening to let me know that they all had been

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I have these two artists on the heavy play list right now. The weather is beyond beautiful in Seattle finally! Finding good music to walk with is always a good thing. Now off to the beach I go!Death Cab for Cutie:Spoon:

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1. Is there a TV show you HAVE to watch? If so, what is it?Right now it is Jackie Warner's Work Out! I have to say it can vary from season to season. Oh wait - Battlestar Galactica too! Torchwood is over for now but I am still catching Dr Who. Damn okay so there are a couple!2. What is you favorite drink if you are going to drink more than one?Kamikaze!3. How long do you carry guilt around

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After spending three hours working on my garden today since it actually was wonderful weather (ie not raining, snowing, sleeting), I had to take off my splint and change wrapping and wash up. Dirt and bandages don't mix but it felt so good working with all my plants again. This folks is my lovely hand. Now take note - only the bone going to my pinky is broke. Supposedly. The best I can

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1. Early bird or night owl?Both! I go to sleep around midnight and I am awake at 5-5:30am usually. Years of working evening and night shift played havoc with any normal sleep pattern.2. Where was the first place you ever had sex?Living room floor with Santana playing on the record player.3. On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you? (1 is lowest, 10 is highest)I honestly would say I was a 10 most

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#1 Whats harder to live without, chocolate or alcohol?Alcohol - I could give a rats ass about chocolate but I would prefer not to give up the alcohol. Give me a ice cold shot of vodka over a chocolate bar any day.#2 Does the colour yellow remind you of anything?The sun - warmth. Pretty much something I have't seen since maybe September? When in the hell is Spring going to hit the Pacific

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So today in my email box I find this lovely Kabbalah message:Sometimes we forget to believe in ourselves and we need our friends and lovers to remind us of what makes us special. We can grow out of our darkest holes by being showered with love and kind words.You are not going to believe this, but someone passed by me — just this second - with a t-shirt reading, "Hugs Not Drugs." I swear! Talk

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1. Pancakes or waffles? With or without toppings?Pancakes - preferably Swedish style and real butter. Anything else can be on the side but not necessary. I only eat pancakes about once a year and I can't remember the last time I had waffles. But I grew up living next door to an elderly woman who was Swedish and she would make me her pancakes all the time. There were delicious and clearly

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Friday's Feast One Hundred & Eighty SevenAppetizerName a color you find soothing.Green - all shades of green. Think all those years living in rain forest land and wooded areas did it to me!SoupUsing 20 or less words, describe your first driving experience.First experience was replacing the car back into the garage after my stepsister borrowed and crashed it.SaladWhat material is your favorite

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1. Did you have to pay or did you get money back?We got money back - barely. Next year we won't guaranteed. It is always interesting when you see 3/4's of your disability get taxed. Ironically we would be better off divorced according to the government. Such an idiotic system.2. What was your biggest financial mistake?Credit cards and more credit cards - they suck and trying to get them paid

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A picture can tell several stories depending upon your viewpoint.Alois

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Seriously - what the fuck is up with the Google searches for psychiatric nurse bdsm? You do know we are all a bunch of slightly twisted, dark motherfuckers right? In my many years of working psych, I only met ONE "normal" aka Ozzie and Harriet type upbringing staff member. People who get into the business know the business because of real life experience. How else do you think we could work 8

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1. Your boyfriend/girlfriend cheats on you with your best friend, who are you (more) mad at?Both and neither - why in the hell wasn't I included?? Come on now! We shall be reviewing the lessons in sharing and non jealous relationships!2. Is there something someone could say to you that would cross a boundary of not being able to take back or forgive them? I can't think of anything that would

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I love John Barrowman, Torchwood and Dr Who. I came into the series late, introduced by a friend last year and I was hooked. My girlfriend knew I would be attracted to the Captain Jack Harkness character. I love that "Jack" describes himself as omnisexual (attracted to men, women, and aliens - basically anything with a zip code). It is nice to see someone who is quite comfortable in his skin,

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Writing has been difficult. It is the actual process of putting something down on paper, or in this case the blog. I find it fascinating that I may wake up in the morning and think about something I would like to talk about but then when it actually comes right down to doing it, I get sidetracked. These days, it doesn't seem to take much to distract me. Actually I take that back, if I could

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So it is the beginning of concert season here in Seattle. We start getting our lineups for the summer and this is when I tend to go nuts, being a music fiend. I snuck out with a baby sitter when I was 9 for my first concert and saw Bowie (whom I have seen several times now). I have worked through this imaginary list I had of all the people I had to see. My repeat concerts have been limited to

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Courtesy of D who, of course, is all about bicycles

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1. Did you vote in your most recent applicable election? (If you're not yet old enough, do you plan to vote in the future?)Yes I did and will continue to vote. Not thrilled with how our system works, particularly with money dictating the two party candidates. 2. Have you ever protested or attended a march?Yes, I participated in the WTO protests in Nov 1999, and the next couple anniversary

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AppetizerGiven the choice, would you prefer to live in the country or in the city?I am torn but would have to say ultimately the country. I live in the country now and I love seeing wildlife on a daily basis. Living in the city, you get a whole different type of wildlife. That being said, I still wouldn't mind living in the downtown area of Seattle for awhile. Maybe before I settle out on my

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1. In the midst of a hangover have you ever promised to "never drink again?" How long until you broke that vow?I have sworn off Tequila in the past which lasted for several years...lol. Tequila and me - makes for much trouble!2. What is the stupidest thing you have ever done while drinking (or not if it is really stupid) but thought it seemed like a good idea at the time?Some things are

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What Your Shamrock Says About YouYou are brilliant, analytical, and somewhat of a perfectionist. You are ultra competent and knowledgeable.At times, people find you intimidating. You can be a bit sarcastic and harsh.You don't really consider yourself a lucky person. In your view, people create their own luck.You are creative, innovative, and complicated. You definitely have a unique spin on the

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Friday's FeastAppetizerOn a scale of 1-10 (with 10 as highest), how much do you like your own handwriting?I think my handwriting is okay so in the middle. I have print, half cursive and it is legible which is more than I can say for most health professionals (they honestly need to make doctors take a handwriting class).SoupDo you prefer baths or showers?I prefer showers - too much trauma history

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Bitch and Animal - I really love their song, "Best Cock on the Block" but I couldn't find a video of it so this is second best for the moment! And yes I am reaching for normalcy in the midst of madness. I appreciate all the kind words and love sent my way. Bless you all!

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-12725689544401505702008-03-09T12:01:00.000-07:002008-03-09T12:07:40.758-07:00

I am not a religious person but I am a spiritual one. I do believe in something greater than myself, more earth based I guess and I believe in animal totems. Being raised on or around Indian reservations for most of my life, I learned to respect animals, and be aware of their presence in my life. I know several of my totems, some that have been with me since I was a child. In the last year, I

Robinnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-26167379873275014802008-02-25T23:02:00.000-08:002008-03-06T17:09:31.401-08:00

Introducing my wee one, Delaney who was born today at 12:53pm. She is indeed a wee one, coming 3 weeks early and weighs in at 5lb 6 oz and measures in at 18.2 inches. We aren't sure about the strawberry blond hair she is sporting but all fingers point to the likely father. She is quite lovely and currently being closely monitored for a couple reasons. Hopefully she will get to come home

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-44575345812083243882008-02-20T13:49:00.000-08:002008-02-20T13:58:52.256-08:00

It is a beautiful day in Seattle today. Spring bulbs trying to push up and pussywillows all in bloom. I have been sitting here trying to keep busy while I wait to find out if this is the real deal since once again, my lovely pregnant daughter is having labor pains. She has been trying to have this baby since she hit 33 weeks so this has been a weekly event. She is now at 36 weeks and at this

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-10705963960481784072008-02-19T09:12:00.000-08:002008-02-19T09:56:57.556-08:00

1. Which one turns you on more Ink or piercing? Why?Well I adore both but I love ink more. Beautiful works of art is hot. Mind you I don't find all tats lovely - there is some ugly shit out there. I do love most piercings though - some just beg to be touched and tugged.2. What ink do you have? If none, what would you get and and where?I have a phoenix over my right upper breast/chest area

Robinnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-74739542530507815142008-02-17T19:00:00.000-08:002008-04-07T17:24:44.123-07:00

I spent V Day and the following day euphoric - that floaty, omg let me have more of this fucking if I die anytime soon, feeling. My testosterone raged Friday which meant I don't remember ever masturbating throughout the day as much as I did on Friday (and clearly needed to do just so I could focus on other things). It didn't help my state of mind when I went to my favorite online shopping store

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-88326835623461279402008-02-17T09:57:00.000-08:002008-02-17T10:10:45.799-08:00

Welcome back Ms Badu! It has been too long since we have heard your soulful funky voice. Love the homage she pays to some of the sounds of the 70's.

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-90857873668773658662008-02-14T14:32:00.000-08:002008-02-15T06:22:25.365-08:00

Valentine's day is such a Hallmark holiday. So much pressure to "do the right thing" and it just kicks the shit out of folks who aren't in relationships. D reminded me today of just how many V Day's he spent alone, where undoubtedly he (or she) just ironically broke up a week before. Yo, there is alot of shit hung up around Valentine's Day. I blame Hallmark (right up there with Mother's Day

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-78455059861851751922008-02-12T16:22:00.000-08:002008-02-12T16:50:37.215-08:00

1. what's the sexiest gesture a person you are sexually interested can make?Simply give me a knowing smile and make eye contact.2. what are 3 inevitable things about you?That I will switch at one point or another so don't get comfy.I will eventually invite you over for a home cooked meal (several courses).I will make you feel comfortable quickly that you will find yourself opening up and telling

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-40205245155038898072008-02-10T18:14:00.000-08:002008-02-11T09:02:15.275-08:00

Thank you jesus for playing Joan Armitrading in the background when Tina and Bette finally come together beyond a kiss. So appropriate, don't ya think?

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-80524706808226442082008-02-10T17:01:00.000-08:002008-02-11T09:05:14.856-08:00

I love pretty boys. I don't want muscle bound beefcakes. Give me a slender, lean, and oh so pretty boy and it makes me growl. Add long hair, haunting eyes and a deadly smile and I will melt. I have lusted after pretty boys for as long as I have known. My first boyfriend met the criteria and so does D. The other night I needed to run away from all of the stress in my life which had bitch

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-60430964013132092008-02-06T17:40:00.000-08:002008-02-06T17:41:59.632-08:00

Today Rick Astley turned 42. Such a soulful voice for a white boy who hit the dance charts and many a gay boy's heart in the late 80's. I remember one boy in particular who just loved Rick Astley. He was a patient of mine in the locked psych unit I ran. John was a tall, good looking red headed Irish boy diagnosed with chronic paranoid schizophrenia. He was in his mid 20's and had been in and

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-79448692683988906722008-02-05T11:06:00.000-08:002008-02-05T11:06:21.864-08:00

1. By what nickname(s) were you known as a child?Rob and Robbie which I still am called by D and close friends. 2. Do you have a favorite poem and, if so, what is it? Recite it (or a snippet) here, please.Hungry Lovers"Please don't wait it's almost dark"for the sake of our beingsuch hungry lovers and frightened daredevils.Our hands and organs shivering.Three days and now finallyour toes curl over

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-49594439932732017902008-02-03T19:03:00.000-08:002008-02-06T13:08:10.034-08:00

So D found this song on a bicycle site out of Australia. I spent the next 10 minutes searching via the lyrics trying to find it. The song was totally the trip hop sound that I love so much and of course the web site didn't list the music although the video was very hot - little vignette about 2 chicks and a bike. Rock on Australia! I did find the name of the song and the voice, Cat Power

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-32810559794692488422008-01-31T18:27:00.000-08:002008-01-31T19:13:21.703-08:00

The Back Porch::Long ago and Far Away::Onesome: Long ago-- I was sure I would become a _ _ _ _ _ _ when I grew up! Hmmm...I actually thought for many years I would go into fashion design. I loved to sew since I grew up with my mother sewing designer clothes for a second job and her primary job was in a high fashion clothing store. I loved art and it just is what I dreamed about. On the

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-51969784657832132432008-01-28T22:40:00.000-08:002008-01-28T22:41:44.851-08:00

1. Would you stay in a relationship with an physically unfaithful partner?Yes I would since monogamy has never been my strong suit historically. I understand how sometimes people come together for sex - due to not getting certain needs met within their relationship. It doesn't mean that they necessarily want to leave that relationship. I also don't believe everyone is inherently monogamous.

Robinnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-45793092550604444932008-01-25T11:53:00.000-08:002008-01-25T11:53:19.401-08:00

The Friday Five01. What types of portable audio devices do you use?Ipod 30 gb and it's not big enough!02. What format of music do you listen to most often?mp3s on itunes on my desktop. I have been working on transferring all my cds in mp3 format since it is much easier to access than digging thru hundreds of cds.03. How do you get your electronic music files? (pay service [i.e Napster, iTunes,

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-69195562902998393322008-01-22T17:37:00.000-08:002008-01-22T17:37:28.188-08:00

When asked, "what does a woman who identifies as a gay boy want in a man?", I could only laugh and then ponder that question all day. This is what happens when you start your day off watching Kinky Boots which was a cute movie for a Monday morning. It is an interesting question though when I look at my past experiences. I have always considered myself bisexual considering from the very

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-59786350971008157312008-01-22T13:54:00.000-08:002008-01-22T13:54:59.917-08:00

1. What was your favorite book as a kid?Wizard of Oz and the series. I collected them thanks to my grandmother giving me a couple first editions. Now as an adult, Wicked by Gregory Maguire - gives a whole new spin on the story.2. If you were stranded on that proverbial desert island (again!), what book or books (up to 5) would you want to have with you?Wizard of Oz, Wicked, American Gods, The

Robinnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-66877435341521381452008-01-18T14:31:00.000-08:002008-01-18T14:40:22.148-08:00

The Friday Five - Hodgepodge1. If you could do one thing in the world, what would you do?Well eliminating the current president would be a good start but then some other asshole would just replace him - don't hold much hope for our political system right now. Ending the war would be great but see above - someone would go looking for another one in order to support big business and our self

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-30246328984541506522008-01-17T16:55:00.000-08:002008-01-17T17:12:05.610-08:00

This shall be a rambling post since I am definitely in one of those moods. I went to the doctor on Monday for xrays on my foot. Everything looked great so he said I could begin to work my way out of the walking splint. I was glad to heal so quickly since I cut off 4 weeks off the rehab down time. I had him take xrays of the right foot to get a baseline since that foot originally started this

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-25083022292781548712008-01-15T12:29:00.000-08:002008-01-15T13:05:09.304-08:00

TMI Tuesday1. If you could live in any home on a television series, what would it be?Can't really say I have paid much attention to any homes on television, except maybe MTV's Real World which every "house" has been very cool.2. If you had a clone, what would you make it do so you could have free time?Right now play catch up with all the online obligations I have with the Spark's board. It is

Robinnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-13264986345660083002008-01-12T00:13:00.000-08:002008-01-12T00:30:10.818-08:00

I heard a song the other night and fell in love with it. The voice and style reminded me of Erkyah Badu. So I went looking and found the song (Circe) only to realize I had seen Ursula before on Def Jam Poetry and of course she is the voice behind The Return of Innocence on a Roots album. Such a talent and of course now I am tracking down the various cds of hers.

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-10358357338155580012008-01-11T14:26:00.000-08:002008-01-11T14:59:51.389-08:00

Randomosity Redux! 1. What is your favourite fruit?Cherries or raspberries followed by pineapple and mangoes (I can't possible just pick one!) 2. What is the last book you read?Just finishing up Animal, Vegetable, Miracle by Barbara Kingsolver - really good book! 3. Do you like any of your school photos?No I really don't like any of my pictures from school or even now. I am very self

Robinnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-61552884474281618422008-01-09T16:17:00.000-08:002008-01-09T16:18:52.257-08:00

1. In the book cougar: a guide for older women dating younger men by Valerie Gibson, Ms. Gibson states that the typical cougar-prey age difference is six years. Would you date - or have you ever dated - someone at least six years your junior?I never have dated anybody who was more than 3 years younger. I would now considering my age is up there versus the difference if I was say 24 and dealing

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-55081630023429652752008-01-08T16:40:00.000-08:002008-01-08T17:04:41.853-08:00

L Word's new season started Sunday night. As much as the show can drive me nuts, I do love it. I love it for so many reasons. Watching the blindfold scene, where the deaf character blindfolds her partner - basically leveling out the playing field by removing a major sense, was brilliant and hot. And fuck me - I love Shane. She is guarded, loves hard, loves wicked, loves freely, appears

Robinnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-4882441040543598872008-01-06T11:14:00.000-08:002008-01-06T11:31:17.142-08:00

So episode 4 really is what happens when gaming geeks get together for the first time: hookups, gaming talk and more gaming talk. It does actually get better once you met the same folks on yearly basis - we manage to talk about things besides the game! Honest..hehe.

Robinnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-29936155157400101962008-01-04T12:32:00.000-08:002008-01-04T12:36:58.975-08:00

AppetizerWhen was the last time you received a surprise in the mail, and what was it?Definitely would have been the Christmas gift from M which was the ice cream maker. Which by the way, made some kick ass sorbet on New Years Eve and I can't wait to make a new recipe with honey.SoupIf you could have a summer and/or winter home, where would you want it to be?If I had a spare home, it would be

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-41617601148809583592008-01-02T16:00:00.000-08:002008-01-02T16:09:25.887-08:00

I love Jarvis Church/Gerald Eaton's voice and the man is definitely yummy to look at. My favorite song is Fingernails to Claw:When you see a big injusticewill you disobey the lawwill you fight for any armyand turn your fingernails to clawstry a little vengeancetry becausecontemplation won't everturn your fingernails to clawsfingernails to clawsI know you see a peaceful visionand though you

Robinnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-56300620870071632492008-01-01T15:43:00.000-08:002008-01-01T15:57:43.199-08:00

1. Last week was "The Most Wonderful time of the Year", but what are your favorite 2007 memories?Spending time with my friends (online and local), my family, cooking for the same folks and many nights with D.2. What is the best thing you learned in 2007?I learned more about myself than I probably ever have. I learned more about nutrition and diet which enabled me to lose all this weight. I

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-28370671245317250092007-12-31T20:46:00.000-08:002007-12-31T20:46:26.426-08:00

Last night was exquisite. It was so completely opposite of Saturday night which could only be described as a mess. I was a mess which isn't any fun to deal with. Just the wrong combination of me having too much frustration pent up, stressors and a drink. I woke up the next morning after dreaming I had cut my hair all off (think SHORT), felt stockings on a leg, and went WTF - the legs belonged

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-24744068556307004132007-12-29T18:46:00.000-08:002007-12-29T19:11:59.922-08:00

I love the show, Brothers and Sisters. It honestly reminds me of all the bickering, dysfunction that NORMALLY exists within family dynamics. It is a constant reminder that all families have the perfect child, the air head, the drunk/drug addict, the alternative type - whether it be gay, tattooed, goth...And yes I use to have a thing for Rob Lowe - hello, dark hair and blue eyes. I fucked a

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-89214576366597890512007-12-29T13:11:00.000-08:002007-12-29T13:11:56.947-08:00

I am currently sitting here with a hit list of folks I want to smack. Clearly I could handle a session right now where I could tie someone up and do EXACTLY what I fucking want. Of course this isn't going to happen but I am telling you, it would help with my frustration level. I have spent the last couple days listening to my daughter complain about her boyfriend/fiance/whatever. Suddenly she

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-84566564953920957452007-12-28T11:29:00.000-08:002007-12-28T11:29:35.421-08:00

The Friday Five1. When did you "lose your innocence"?I don't believe I ever heard that word used to describe me...ever.2. Would you say you have an accent?Sometimes I do! A couple leftover inflections from spending summers around a bunch of crazy canucks and working for three years with two women from Alabama will do that to you.3. Do you hope to be married (married again if divorced)?I have

Robinnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-74930461825293716672007-12-27T19:05:00.000-08:002007-12-27T19:23:19.779-08:00

It is funny - there are scars that are visible to the eye and then there are the many that aren't. I have always had both to the extreme. As I sit in the shower and look at my body and see the major accumulation of scars on this body, I realize just how rampant the issue is. My body bears more than the average amount of scars. I have had 20 plus surgeries in my life and I honestly don't care

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-63648738073767313922007-12-24T09:26:00.000-08:002007-12-24T09:52:44.712-08:00

Holiday Eating Tips:1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls.2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-35482343462623590992007-12-20T19:12:00.000-08:002007-12-20T19:18:25.297-08:00

I went to the doctor on Monday and had the cast removed from my foot. Glad to report that my foot is fusing well and instead of 6 weeks in a splint, I am going back in 4 weeks to hopefully be cut loose to walk, exercise, and more importantly fuck how I want to fuck! Now to live through these 4 weeks with their version of a splint - hello!! Last time I checked an air cast is a CAST. Yes I can

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-76826617067431391722007-12-18T16:36:00.000-08:002007-12-18T16:37:26.416-08:00

1. Are you done with your shopping yet?Technically yes but I plan on borrowing the daughter's car (automatic so I can DRIVE!) and get out for a couple hours on Saturday so I imagine I will find some last minute type gifts.2. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that allows deep and honestly I like most positions except for me riding on top (since my cowboy style days went with the knee

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-23869423094146241512007-12-16T13:27:00.000-08:002007-12-16T15:35:27.651-08:00

From Fetishmeme.com:If you could remove your kinky sexuality, become ‘vanilla,’ conventionally sexualized, would you? Would you rather have normal erotic needs than face the challenges and frustrations of being unlike the majority? Could being like most people be a sufficient repayment for knowing exactly what you need even though it is specialized and not easily realized? Would you rather be

Robinnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-44952535224077369882007-12-14T18:06:00.000-08:002007-12-14T18:06:47.247-08:00

The Friday FiveMany people make a big deal about not being "labeled." And yet, we all are, constantly.1. Pick one label that you think does describe you (race, religion, hobby, etc.).Eclectic2. Pick one label that is often put on you, that you really think is inaccurate.Standoffish when in reality I am fairly shy with new people or in a crowd. This tends to surprise people.3. Pick one label you

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-82749417680493400782007-12-13T22:28:00.000-08:002007-12-13T22:31:53.328-08:00

Have to love those moments when you are discussing the impending marriage (or lack of one) and you mention Sid & Nancy and guess what is playing on the telly. Definitely a bit of similarities...

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-37430009889511835362007-12-13T18:22:00.000-08:002007-12-13T18:24:25.031-08:00

The holiday stress is building! I have no clue where we are spending Christmas Eve at this point. Normally we go to my stepbrother's who lives midpoint between myself and my father. We actually only end up there about every two years out of three due to someone being sick (or just not wanting to drive..hehe). We missed last year's due to two households out of four sick with the flu. So it

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-54500510988800524362007-12-11T21:22:00.000-08:002007-12-11T21:30:59.784-08:00

1. Are you and early shopper or a late shopper?I am not either basically. I usually start pondering gifts in September, maybe earlier if I am making them. I do a fair amount of online shopping which helps since I despise dealing with crowds and can find some cool things from around the world. This year I have done most of it online but I have saved a couple to do at the stores which I will get

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-5845869669648143632007-12-09T18:37:00.000-08:002007-12-09T18:44:31.091-08:00

December 1st was Aid's Awareness Day. Anybody in the community has been touched somehow by this disease. Mine is Daniel who died in 1994 from Aids. This post is "delayed" in that it took me awhile to write it. I loved Daniel and I lost him. He represented the truest form of me (not sure how else to describe it). It brings me smiles and it brings me much more pain to even reminisce. I miss

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-26353390752986131812007-12-07T14:20:00.000-08:002007-12-07T14:21:32.511-08:00

Friday's Feast #171AppetizerWhat was the last game you purchased?Well just bought the last expansion for Everquest so technically wasn't a new game. Last new game bought was Lord of the Rings, online version. Definitely a sucker for online games but I keep playing EQ (7 years now).SoupName something in which you don’t believe.I don't believe in this war that the asshole got us into. I don't

Robinnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-34664054307325245572007-12-04T19:05:00.000-08:002007-12-04T19:29:56.312-08:00

1. If your partner buys you a sexy little "something" is it a present for you or for your partner?It is a 2fer - we both gain from it so it is a win/win!2. What are 3 characteristics of "your type"?Intelligence and the desire to continue to grow - not interested in stagnation.Passionate about life and interestsA dark side - sorry but vanilla types just don't last with me. Must be willing to

Robinnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28448670.post-59506687998536817202007-12-03T18:56:00.000-08:002007-12-03T19:13:50.628-08:00

Margaret Cho's Music Video for "Eyes in the Back of My Head"

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Friday's Feast:170AppetizerWhat is your favorite carnival/amusement park ride?The tea cups you could spin round and round very fast! A good roller coaster was fun too.SoupHow do you react in uncomfortable social situations?I am quiet, observer mode usually unless it is a situation that needs to be deescalated and if I feel it is appropriate, I will step in to do so.SaladOn a scale of 1-10 with

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